Tired

The day is grey and the clouds are thick
Ideas of rain tease me
The only noises are garbage trucks
The only smell are garbage trucks
and the remnants of Simple Green and taco shops

I am tired of seeing women expose their breasts to excite men
So cheap and desperate; so obvious
The same women deprive their children of one suck of milk
Those breasts look full but they are more like bags of sand
I heard that is what they feel like

I am tired
My ovaries are exploding with eggs
If the rain ever comes, I pray it cleans me
Our romantic rendezvous is scheduled for Sunday morning at 10:30