Part One

I can't believe it took me this long
To realize
I have never been intimate before
Not with any person
Not with my creator

On the treadmill
I ponder
I want to bend you over
I want to dominate your shit

Why am I such a bully?
Why can't I be pretty?
It's part of my journey
To not care

Being all fucked up
is just how sober feels

Right now
I feel so wild when I say
"in bed"
After reading my fortune cookie

I am going to get back on that swing-set
I do declare