Reading

I buy these books online
Wait for them to come
Pick them up at the mailbox
Spend good time reading them

Trying to fix myself
Trying to fix you
Silly of me, really

We don’t have to be perfect
Just us
This is one terrifying thought
But I am trying to be okay with letting you know me

I apologize in advance
I know that you didn’t know what you were getting yourself into
I didn’t know either

I spent so much time trying to get presentable
When all you want is to see me in my panties
We can negotiate this.