Unsettled.

I am ravenous
Searching, trifling desperately
I want

Something sweet, dark
Something luscious, uncontainable
My desires are thick, gluttonous

I'm pressed
In a wall, the corner of a wall
A caged animal, a potted vine
Searching for freedom

I'm surreal to myself
The world around me
I see in vignettes
Canvas oils and photographs

Feeling explosive
In my ugliness
I am most needy
I know you need me too

Feed me something to nourish my soul
Take me back to a time
When there was more time

I want to be over-full
Surrender in my den, a full sacrifice
I gorge myself on thoughts of you