Unrequited Love

I am addicted to the pain of your unrequited love
So, I will hang on to you, to you, to you
Until death brings me out of my self-imposed slavery

What I can't have, I covet
Your love, your love...I desire it

I want all of you
But, with you, what would I do?
Nothing...Why do I let you consume me?
You mesmerize me

I enjoy the pain And prolong it
The sweet, sweet pain of unrequited love
My love, My love...I will never let myself feel love again

You take my joy away
You make my mind all mixed up
You make me need you
But it's nothing you'll ever admit t
o
So, we live a lie
And stay trapped in an alternate reality
And I keep hanging on to the hope that one day
You'll love me

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In life
Timing is not always right
I thought everything was aligned
and found out
it was the wrong time

I felt so pure
but I was soiled as hell
When I looked inside

I saw weak flesh
Crying to be fed
I have to take this trip alone
Am I selfish
Or discovering myself?

I have all of these ideals that I fail to conceptualize
I won't try anymore
I am still
Learning to "Be."

As I yield to The Way
I am humbled and at peace
I am aged and purified
(or maybe just petrified)

I am ready to experience
more joy in my life