Freedom

I want to write the word

"Freedom"

I want to claim 

I know it

I taste small sips of it

I dip my toe in it

I hold my hand under it

as it runs

I chase it

Down

I let it in

I push it out

I speak of it

It touches my lips

My tongue

It's deep in my throat

I let go of it

It springs back

Covers me

Uncovers me

It touches me

When I let it

It consumes me

Liberates me

I push it out

Like I push you out

Too bad there is no real Freedom

Alone

This.

In bed
I think
Will you notice
My subtle rhythmic rocking?
Will you notice
Who I am fucking?

I choke
Holding back my labored gasps
I panic and feel
Pulsating, palpitating, palpating
My hair follicles stand erect

Moonbeams peak
(Are you piqued?) 
Under our cover
I succumb to my unrestraint
Urgently

I am not alone
Only a whisper away
in your dreamstate 
Fingertips slip, glide 
Inside

Deep breaths draw in
You are
Heat between my thighs
You sigh, your toe touches mine
I shudder, I writhe, I write

How much longer can I hide?
Will I stammer, explain?
You know how I do -
Words with meanings 
complicate things.

This is all for now
Until I come again.

Untitled

I found you

Like the last piece 

Of boxed candy

An unexpected treasure to be unwrapped 

With a twinge inside my vagina

I surrender to you, sweetly

blowing images of you 

deep into my memory  

The perfect subject

for contemplation

Roped-in and hooked

Thick creamy curves

Begged to be licked, sucked

Worshiped and adored 

A spoiled girl

I have no self-control

or ability to delay gratification

The flood has begun 

Riding pleasure waves 

We escape into each other 

finding more

Of ourselves 

Where will we go from here?

"It's different now"

I've never walked such a fine line

Between fear and pleasure

Pleasure wins again