Only moments left
To listen to Love
Songs sing of The Blues
Soulful words dancing about
Just a short while
We have
To muse and amuse
Now less time
Each of us has a place
To go
Something to be
Someone else
My wings are starting
Fluttering
My heart is aching
Wakening
For our parting
Proves
Our togetherness
It proves it, you know...
Not another
Fantasy
Delusion or
Illusion
I feel my strings
Pulled
By you
And push you back
The time has come.
Thursday, June 12, 2014
Another Love Poem
I have been gathering up
random thoughts
you and me and us
Us against the world
Fully armed
Without Weapons
Powerful One
Oh
Powerful Loved One
My hands have grown thin
I see the bones and veins
Making me more vulnerable now
I find myself wanting
To eat
you like a slice of carrot cake
Cream cheese
Frosting
My lips
Lay with me
On my thread-bare blanket
In the shade of a tree, feel the cool breeze
Under the stars
The humid air sets
The sun
We lock eyes
Long enough
To blush
Our hands close enough
To touch
What will happen with us?
random thoughts
you and me and us
Us against the world
Fully armed
Without Weapons
Powerful One
Oh
Powerful Loved One
My hands have grown thin
I see the bones and veins
Making me more vulnerable now
I find myself wanting
To eat
you like a slice of carrot cake
Cream cheese
Frosting
My lips
Lay with me
On my thread-bare blanket
In the shade of a tree, feel the cool breeze
Under the stars
The humid air sets
The sun
We lock eyes
Long enough
To blush
Our hands close enough
To touch
What will happen with us?
Tuesday, June 10, 2014
Unsettled.
I am ravenous
Searching, trifling desperately
I want
Something sweet, dark
Something luscious, uncontainable
My desires are thick, gluttonous
I'm pressed
In a wall, the corner of a wall
A caged animal, a potted vine
Searching for freedom
I'm surreal to myself
The world around me
I see in vignettes
Canvas oils and photographs
Feeling explosive
In my ugliness
I am most needy
I know you need me too
Feed me something to nourish my soul
Take me back to a time
When there was more time
I want to be over-full
Surrender in my den, a full sacrifice
I gorge myself on thoughts of you
Searching, trifling desperately
I want
Something sweet, dark
Something luscious, uncontainable
My desires are thick, gluttonous
I'm pressed
In a wall, the corner of a wall
A caged animal, a potted vine
Searching for freedom
I'm surreal to myself
The world around me
I see in vignettes
Canvas oils and photographs
Feeling explosive
In my ugliness
I am most needy
I know you need me too
Feed me something to nourish my soul
Take me back to a time
When there was more time
I want to be over-full
Surrender in my den, a full sacrifice
I gorge myself on thoughts of you
Monday, June 9, 2014
Another Day
I am restless
my apathy transforming into frustrations
Partly due to insomnia
With a good measure of neurosis
I choose this perspective
To remain in control
There's more potential for productivity
less anxiety and self-pity
So I choose
I choose to breath in and
I breath out
I move my body and feel it
I do some things some therapist taught me to do
Nothing feels good enough - right
Until I make it my own
I try real hard; maybe that's my problem
Emotions are tricky
I wrestle with why I can't reconcile with myself
My expectations are too demanding
I want to believe in my inherent value
I am finding more pain than I want
I am feeling more sadness that I want
I am loving deeper than I knew I could
I am hating harder than I ever hated
I've abandoned all I've ever known
I'm right here, right now
You are mine for this moment
What will the sunrise bring?
More of you, less of you
More or less of us
One thing I know
We will be just fine.
And so we are. Just fine.
my apathy transforming into frustrations
Partly due to insomnia
With a good measure of neurosis
I choose this perspective
To remain in control
There's more potential for productivity
less anxiety and self-pity
So I choose
I choose to breath in and
I breath out
I move my body and feel it
I do some things some therapist taught me to do
Nothing feels good enough - right
Until I make it my own
I try real hard; maybe that's my problem
Emotions are tricky
I wrestle with why I can't reconcile with myself
My expectations are too demanding
I want to believe in my inherent value
I am finding more pain than I want
I am feeling more sadness that I want
I am loving deeper than I knew I could
I am hating harder than I ever hated
I've abandoned all I've ever known
I'm right here, right now
You are mine for this moment
What will the sunrise bring?
More of you, less of you
More or less of us
One thing I know
We will be just fine.
And so we are. Just fine.
Sunday, June 8, 2014
Lost
So many whys clutter my mind
I can't escape myself
My meandering thoughts linger
On your left-behind scent
The specifics are a well-kept secret
In my breasts, belly
My roots have been altered
It's that deep.
I will never forget it
I have a lifetime of regrets
That I deny
I refuse to discontinue as the truth is debilitating
Knowing smiles all around, mock me
Even the moon is chasing me down
There is nowhere to hide
My love flames still roar for you
They are being stoked
Deep in my belly
I am so, so crazy
For you.
Hold onto me like I've held onto you
In my mind, my memory is poor
And I still can see us
Laying next to each other in bed
Covered in you
In your element, in mine as well
We lay and I watch you
You and your tranquilizing inhale and exhale
We spend this time together so I can write about you later
I ruminate on how I bit your bottom lip
Drew one insignificant drop of blood
Savoring your metallic taste
I want more of you
Hear me now
Take me to bed tonight
Don't just tuck me in and say goodbye
I can't escape myself
My meandering thoughts linger
On your left-behind scent
The specifics are a well-kept secret
In my breasts, belly
My roots have been altered
It's that deep.
I will never forget it
I have a lifetime of regrets
That I deny
I refuse to discontinue as the truth is debilitating
Knowing smiles all around, mock me
Even the moon is chasing me down
There is nowhere to hide
My love flames still roar for you
They are being stoked
Deep in my belly
I am so, so crazy
For you.
Hold onto me like I've held onto you
In my mind, my memory is poor
And I still can see us
Laying next to each other in bed
Covered in you
In your element, in mine as well
We lay and I watch you
You and your tranquilizing inhale and exhale
We spend this time together so I can write about you later
I ruminate on how I bit your bottom lip
Drew one insignificant drop of blood
Savoring your metallic taste
I want more of you
Hear me now
Take me to bed tonight
Don't just tuck me in and say goodbye
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